Well I am feeling somewhat better today. My husband obviously picked up on the fact that something was wrong and told me that he is going to sort his stuff out. I really hope that he does. I can only hope for the best.

Just overwhelm me.

I have never done this before but I just need to get some stuff off my chest.
I have been married for 6 months and haven't had sex with my husband once. I know that is not normal. I have virtually stopped approaching him because every time he rejects me it hurts so much.
I am only 27 years old. Is this really what I want? I find myself feeling very unattractive and also find myself becoming attracted to men that I normally wouldn't notice just because I see them touching there wives/girlfriends in a certain way. I love him and he is such a good man and he treats me so well but the stories that he comes up with to get out of having sex are getting ridiculous. Any time I mention the word sex to him I can see the look of dread on his face. I am not the type of person who would cheat but I understand how someone might be tempted to when you feel so unwanted at home.